Some quotes from Ralph Ellison's "Invisible Man..."
I am an invisible man. No, I am not a spook like those who haunted
Edgar Allan Poe; nor am I one of your Hollywood-movie ectoplasms. I am a
man of substance, of flesh and bone, fiber and liquids – and I might
even be said to possess a mind.
I am invisible, understand, simply
because people refuse to see me. Like the bodiless heads you see sometimes in circus sideshows, it is as
though I have been surrounded by mirrors of hard, distorting glass. When
they approach me they see only my surroundings, themselves or figments
of their imagination, indeed, everything and anything except me...
I was never more hated than when I tried to be honest. Or when, even as
just now I've tried to articulate exactly what I felt to be the truth.
No one was satisfied...
I remember that I'm invisible and walk softly so as not awake the
sleeping ones. Sometimes it is best not to awaken them; there are few
things in the world as dangerous as sleepwalkers...
For, like almost everyone else in our country, I started out with my
share of optimism. I believed in hard work and progress and action, but
now, after first being 'for' society and then 'against' it, I assign
myself no rank or any limit, and such an attitude is very much against
the trend of the times. But my world has become one of infinite
possibilities. What a phrase - still it's a good phrase and a good view
of life, and a man shouldn't accept any other; that much I've learned
underground. Until some gang succeeds in putting the world in a strait
jacket, its definition is possibility...
Whence all this passion towards conformity anyway? Diversity is the
word. Let man keep his many parts and you will have no tyrant states.
Why, if they follow this conformity business, they'll end up by forcing
me, an invisible man, to become white, which is not a color but the lack
of one. Must I strive towards colorlessness? But seriously and without
snobbery, think of what the world would lose if that should happen.
America is woven of many strands. I would recognize them and let it so
remain...
Everywhere I've turned somebody has wanted to sacrifice me for my own
good—only /they/ were the ones who benefited. And now we start on the
old sacrificial merry-go-round. At what point do we stop?
I denounce because though implicated and partially responsible, I have
been hurt to the point of abysmal pain, hurt to the point of
invisibility. And I defend because in spite of it all, I find that I
love.
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